The Real Trial
8:00 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
I feel that i cannot move and do anything.Ya Allah give me strength...

INSYAALLAH

By:Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

That your so alone

All you is see is night

And darkness all around

You feel so helpless

You can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah

Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake

You feel you can’t repent

And that its way too late

Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah

Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah

Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah

He’s never far away

Put your trust in Him

Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah

Guide my steps don’t let me go astray

You’re the only one that showed me the way,

Showed me the way

Insha Allah

Insya Allah we’ll find the way...
Alhamdulillah...
2:24 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
Alhamdulillah i got the best result that i ever get throughout my study in UIA...

Alhamdulillah i just finish my final year project presentation without any problem and difficulty.Looking forward to the poster presentation in 5th May.Hopefully Allah will make it easy for me insyaallah...

Alhamdulillah,last time i managed to handle and made a hardest decision in my life to forget 'someone' and 'something' which is not suitable for me to involve at this moment.for the sake of Allah...I hope i didn't 'hurt'anybody and i'm very2 sorry if i did.

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah

Sometime i don't think i deserve these.i feel ashamed to HIM but i found nobody 'deserve' to turn to except HIM.All praise and gratitude only to HIM.

ok that's all for now.please pray for me my friends.

Engineer to be =)
My Beloved Father
4:56 PM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
A 58 years old malay gentleman,very strong person.strong in fighting his cancer.Don't like to be treated as a patient...

His desease background:
1)advanced supraglottic carcinoma with lung metastasis
-admitted for 4th cycle palliative chemotherapy
-diagnosed since 2007, refused operation then defaulted
-completed radiotherapy 35 times in MMH Penang 2008
chemo not given at that time due to h/o MI
-during f/up noted subcoastal pain. ct scan on september 2009 showed lung and pleural metastasis
-developed symptomatic pleural effusion after first cycle and referred to chest team
-pleural tapping done and pleurodosis done on december 2009.TCA chest PRN

2)right tonsil SCC-done in 2006

Currently, no chest symptoms, no abdominal pain, no neurological symptoms.
TOLERATED CHEMO WELL
NO COMPLICATIONS

VCS STABLE

I'm very sorry,i could not explain in detail some medic terms because i myself also don't understand.hm just google it for more info k =)

hm st 1/3/2010,my father will proceed with the 5th cycle chemo insyaallah...
Please pray for his health k.Thanks=)
Nak jadi manusia terbaik?
7:12 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
Salam,first of all i would like to thank to all the followers of my blog.thanks for your comments and moral support k;-)
ok this time i'll share with you some of the things that will help us to be a better muslim in this worldly life and the hereafter insyaallah=)
As mentioned in some authentic hadiths:

1."Sebaik-baik manusia adalah siapa yang paling banyak bermanfaat bagi orang lain"

2."Orang yang paling pintar dan paling cerdas otaknya ialah orang yang paling banyak mengingati mati dan yang paling banyak bekal untuk menghadapi mati"

3."Tidak ada sesuatu pun yang lebih berat dalam timbangan seorang mukmin di hari Kiamat melainkan akhlak yang baik, dan sesungguhnya Allah sangat membenci orang yang suka berbicara keji dan kotor."

Hm i hope we can allocate some of our time to contemplate about these hadiths.

Always remember that we will not stay alive forever.we will die at any UNKNOWN & UNEXPECTED TIME and we must always be prepared for it...

Try to be 'SOMEBODY' not to be proud or show off but with intention to serve other people and to make our environment/world a better & safer place to live...

Another thing is try to improves our akhlak.There is no use if we are 'somebody' but with a bad attitude.Believe me,this world belong to the people with good attitude or akhlak.Good people will survive & will get the true happiness.God will...

Never give up with Allah.Always positive with Allah...

k that all for now.Thank you=)
Atas Nama Cinta
4:51 PM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
Tika mata
Diuji manisnya senyuman
Terpamit rasa menyubur harapan

Dan seketika
Terlontar ke dunia khayalan
Hingga terlupa singkat perjalanan
Tersedar aku dari terlena
Dibuai lembut belaian cinta

Rela aku pendamkan
Impian yang tersimpan
Enggan ku keasyikan
Gusar keindahannya
Merampas rasa cinta
Pada Dia yang lebih sempuna

Bukan mudah
Bernafas dalam jiwa hamba
Dan ku cuba
Menghindarkan pesona maya
Kerna tak upaya ku hadapinya
Andai murka-Nya menghukum leka

Diatas nama cinta
Pada yang selayaknya
Kunafikan yang fana
Moga dalam hitungan
Setiap pengorbanan
Agar disuluh cahaya redha-Nya


Biar sendiri hingga hujung nyawa
Asal tak sepi dari kasih-Nya
Kerna sesungguhnya hakikat cinta
Hanya Dia yang Esa

Saratkan hati ini dengan cinta hakiki
Sehingga ku rasai
Nikmat-Nya
Syurga-Nya
Cinta-Nya

by:UNIC
Planning
6:48 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
Salam, for this entry I will write about my plan.Future plan. Perancangan hidup=)
Since now I’m doing degree in mechatronics engineering at IIUM and will be graduated soon insyaallah so there is nothing to plan besides finishing the subjects and projects required to grad...
After I grad I plan to apply for working in the place which is near to my parent because my father is not well. He got lung cancer and still undergoing the chemotraphy treatment at Sultanah Bahiyah Hospital at Alor Setar Kedah. Since there were nobody stays with them dekat rumah so I think it’s my responsibility to take care of them although they want me to continue my study doing master. Xmaula mak abah, nak rasa experience kerja plak.nnti2la sambung master if da rezeki lebih. hm Xtaula ada ke x, engineering related punya keja dkt Alor Setar/sungai Petani tu. Insyaallah if kita ihklas dalam sesuatu Allah akan mempermudahkan hidup kita=)
Then, of coursela nak kahwin. I don’t want to elaborate more on this. It’s quit personal for me but I already have a plan on this matter insyaallah hope Allah mempermudahkan segala2nya.sorry.hehe
Hm bila fikir2 balik, sama ja plan kita kebanyakan student university kn?After grad,nak beli kereta,nak kahwin,nak beli rumah etc…x menarikla if semua sama ja. Habis tu nk plan macamana lagi?xtaula haha. Maybe kita bleh plan buka syarikat yang provide any service dgn kawan2 yang lain ka, jadi pekebun/penternak moden ka, terlibat secara langsung dengan MLM ka and macam2 benda lagi kita bleh buat if xmau keja dengan orang. Yang penting kita ada ilmu and kemahiran yang cukup pasal benda2 yang kita plan nak buat 2la. Ha the most important thing is kerja 2 mestila halal and kita buat dengan jujur and ikhlas. Insyallah everything will be fine
Hm I think that’s all for now, hopefully I will be able to give some time to update this blog insyaallah.Ha i rsnya still x lmbat lg kot nk wish Salam Ma’al Hijrah and Happy New Year 2010. Semoga hidup kita lebih baik and bermakna dari tahun2 sebelum ni insyaallah