The Real Trial
8:00 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
I feel that i cannot move and do anything.Ya Allah give me strength...


By:Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

That your so alone

All you is see is night

And darkness all around

You feel so helpless

You can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah

Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake

You feel you can’t repent

And that its way too late

Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah

Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah

Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah

He’s never far away

Put your trust in Him

Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah

Guide my steps don’t let me go astray

You’re the only one that showed me the way,

Showed me the way

Insha Allah

Insya Allah we’ll find the way...
2:24 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
Alhamdulillah i got the best result that i ever get throughout my study in UIA...

Alhamdulillah i just finish my final year project presentation without any problem and difficulty.Looking forward to the poster presentation in 5th May.Hopefully Allah will make it easy for me insyaallah...

Alhamdulillah,last time i managed to handle and made a hardest decision in my life to forget 'someone' and 'something' which is not suitable for me to involve at this moment.for the sake of Allah...I hope i didn't 'hurt'anybody and i'm very2 sorry if i did.


Sometime i don't think i deserve these.i feel ashamed to HIM but i found nobody 'deserve' to turn to except HIM.All praise and gratitude only to HIM.

ok that's all for now.please pray for me my friends.

Engineer to be =)
My Beloved Father
4:56 PM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
A 58 years old malay gentleman,very strong person.strong in fighting his cancer.Don't like to be treated as a patient...

His desease background:
1)advanced supraglottic carcinoma with lung metastasis
-admitted for 4th cycle palliative chemotherapy
-diagnosed since 2007, refused operation then defaulted
-completed radiotherapy 35 times in MMH Penang 2008
chemo not given at that time due to h/o MI
-during f/up noted subcoastal pain. ct scan on september 2009 showed lung and pleural metastasis
-developed symptomatic pleural effusion after first cycle and referred to chest team
-pleural tapping done and pleurodosis done on december 2009.TCA chest PRN

2)right tonsil SCC-done in 2006

Currently, no chest symptoms, no abdominal pain, no neurological symptoms.


I'm very sorry,i could not explain in detail some medic terms because i myself also don't just google it for more info k =)

hm st 1/3/2010,my father will proceed with the 5th cycle chemo insyaallah...
Please pray for his health k.Thanks=)
Nak jadi manusia terbaik?
7:12 AM | Author: Mohd Rosli B. Mohd Nordin
Salam,first of all i would like to thank to all the followers of my blog.thanks for your comments and moral support k;-)
ok this time i'll share with you some of the things that will help us to be a better muslim in this worldly life and the hereafter insyaallah=)
As mentioned in some authentic hadiths:

1."Sebaik-baik manusia adalah siapa yang paling banyak bermanfaat bagi orang lain"

2."Orang yang paling pintar dan paling cerdas otaknya ialah orang yang paling banyak mengingati mati dan yang paling banyak bekal untuk menghadapi mati"

3."Tidak ada sesuatu pun yang lebih berat dalam timbangan seorang mukmin di hari Kiamat melainkan akhlak yang baik, dan sesungguhnya Allah sangat membenci orang yang suka berbicara keji dan kotor."

Hm i hope we can allocate some of our time to contemplate about these hadiths.

Always remember that we will not stay alive forever.we will die at any UNKNOWN & UNEXPECTED TIME and we must always be prepared for it...

Try to be 'SOMEBODY' not to be proud or show off but with intention to serve other people and to make our environment/world a better & safer place to live...

Another thing is try to improves our akhlak.There is no use if we are 'somebody' but with a bad attitude.Believe me,this world belong to the people with good attitude or akhlak.Good people will survive & will get the true happiness.God will...

Never give up with Allah.Always positive with Allah...

k that all for now.Thank you=)